Dear Diary.

Episode 190

2011-02-13T09:35:00.002+08:00

Episode 189

2011-02-04T14:39:00.002+08:00

Episode 188

2011-01-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

Episode 187

2011-01-29T20:35:00.015+08:00

School project? Presentation? Exams? Role play? Test? Pfft! Yes, let's face it. I live in a go-go-go environment where there is always something to do and never enough hours in the day. How busy can I be! Don't even't have the time to update my blog :(

Episode 186

2011-01-16T10:44:00.000+08:00

16^th January 2011?

3 more months till my birthday, lols.

Episode 185

2011-01-09T17:43:00.001+08:00

Oh no, school’s starting tomorrow.

Exams are just around the corner ya'knw.

And here I am, still fooling around here and there.

School sucks. Dull and annoying subject along w naggy teachers.

Not forgetting my wacky, crazy, random, lame, frustrating classmates.

Episode 184

2011-01-09T01:51:00.003+08:00

Day 3 — Your parents

I love my parents even though they drive me crazy and the greatest gift I ever had came from God which I call them ayah/ibu (:

You know what? I love both my parents so much! They meant everything to me and yes, I will never know the love of the parent till I become parents myself. Almost 19 years I’ve been living with these two. I know they’re really trying their best to become the most wonderful parents. The most important thing I’ve learned over the years was that there was no way to be a perfect child and a million ways to be a good one. Thank you mum. Thank you dad, xoxo.

Episode 183

2011-01-06T23:09:00.019+08:00

Day 2- My Crush

Rule #1 Never tell a guy that you like them because then they will immediately stop liking you, so don't do it! Hahahahahah! Funny words, lols.

The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them. Oh well! How come I have enough time to go out and make other guys fall in love w me, but I don't have enough time to pay attention to the guy who already is? Pfft! Overall, this is what we called crush. Really, when you love something, set it free, if it comes back, it was meant to be. If it continues to fly, let it soar, have faith that God has something better in store. Ya'knw? I think it's weird when I love you, I think it's weird when I want you, when you don't even know I'm there!

There are so many thing I want to tell you. Like: You got the sexiest eyes, you got the most lovable smile, you got a very very annoying and irritating laughter and damn it's cute! Sometimes, I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up w the one they're supposed to have.

Have I really thought about it? I've got this guy, head over heels in love w me. He'd do anything for me, he'd die for me. But for some reason, I don't want to see that. I know it's there, and I know that I feel the same way. But I refuse to let it be. Maybe I'm scared of the thought that this guy whom I've known forever, I've seen him happy and sad. Maybe this guys is perfect for me. And that really scares the hell outta me, argh! I don't know which is worse, loving someone knowing it's going to cause you pain or being pain because you can't love someone.

CRUSH?

DO I REALLY LOVE HIM?

OR AM I ADDICTED TO THE PAIN OF WANT SOMETHING I CAN'T HAVE?

Episode 182

2011-01-04T22:10:00.002+08:00

HUSBAND HUSBAND, GUA RINDU LU AH.

HMMPHH!

14TH OF JAN, FAST FORWARD PLS :)

Episode 181

2011-01-04T21:37:00.009+08:00

Day 1 — My Best Friends

Aww, aren’t they sweet little thing? Indeed, I’m very very thankful to have these girls in my life. And yes, they are my angels who lift my feet when my own wings have trouble remembering how to fly. They are the one who are there for me unconditionally. Never do they question, but always offer support no matter what the circumstances are. Best friends like them are the people worth living for. On the other hand, while love is blind, friendship doesn’t have to notice. There’s nothing more that I could asked for than seeing them be happy. They are the one who can see the truth and pain in me even when I’m fooling everyone else. Throughout the journey, there’s ups and downs, fights, laughter, heals and woes. At the end of the day, you girls are still the best in my eyes. Wheeeeee!!

Ain, Sahira, Nazura, Zameera ..

Sharifah, Hafizah, Viknesh, Gayathri ..

I know you girls will always be my friend, my companion through good times and bad, my friend, my buddy through happy and sad, beside me you stand, beside me you walk, you're there to listen, you're there to talk, with happiness, with smiles, with pain and tears, I know you'll be there. We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere. Once again, thank you for every single little thing that we shared. Xoxo, hugs and kisses!

Episode 180

2011-01-03T17:22:00.001+08:00

And this is how our friendship begins ♥

I sayang youuuuu, babi. Wakakakakakakakaka!

Episode 179

2011-01-01T18:26:00.005+08:00

Firstly, God bless ya’all.
I knw I knw, it's been a long time since I last update.

Anyway, Happy New Year, people! Wheee! I loikkkeeeee!!

Hopefully it’s going to be a blissful & fruitful year for me, amin.

So here’s my 11 resolution that I want to complete for this year’s 2011.

1) Diabetes HBA1C below 7

2) Start to pray back, HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

3) Be a filial daughter. KWANG3!

4) Get a good grade for my Higher Nitec GPA

5) Make hair long2.

6) Grow taller

7) Grow taller

8) Grow taller

9) Grow taller

10) Grow taller

11) Grow taller, LOL.

Episode 178

2010-12-27T22:16:00.000+08:00

Blog under construction, peace.

LALALALAALALALA

2010-12-26T20:21:00.000+08:00

Introducing my haywire blog, lol!

Episode 177

2010-10-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

Dear blog, sorry for ditching you.

Episode 176

2010-08-18T16:38:00.003+08:00

The sacrifices of a human being which we called them “mother” are truly precious. From young till now, she’s the one who teach us to be a better person in life. For me, all mothers are like a gem which is gravely valuable and if it’s gone, don’t ever regret. Their sacrifices & the period of 9 months she carried us here & there, we can never pay w money-wise. But seriously, why must some of the people who have a mother, never appreciate them? I don’t want my mum to be parted from me, but that’s life. I know I still have my mum now, and ya, I love her to the max! To those who lost their mum, I’m sorry about it. But I guess, if you could turn back time, you would want your mum back, but it’s impossible. Cause she’s gone and God loves her more though. Her leaving have makes you comprehend more on about the love of a mother. If 1 mother can take care of her 10 children, can 1 child take care of their one & only mother? I ♥ you mum, my aunties & all mother around e world! :)

Episode 175

2010-08-06T15:57:00.005+08:00

You never know what to expect when it comes to love. You never know what to expect when it comes to life either. Life and love will always throw you curve balls, it’s up to you to either strike out or hit a home run. Make sure you tell everyone you love them for this very reason, no one can predict what tomorrow will bring. You just have to live for today. You never know who will walk into or out of your life tomorrow. I wish I would have thought about this before I wanted to give up on everything. I know now that I can’t live in the past or live for the future. Today could be my last day on this earth so I'll make the best of it. Hell yeaaaaaaaaaaah!!

Episode 174

2010-08-06T15:20:00.005+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLO! HAHAHAHA, TODAY RANDOM DAY AKU! OKAY, AKU TAU FIZAH, KAU SHOCK BANGET KAN TGK BLOG AKU? I UPDATED, YES, I UPDATED & CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN LAGI. SUKER I! HAHAHAHA. BLUEKKK!

Episode 173

2010-06-10T19:10:00.001+08:00

Hotel 81! Babe (s), remember all this?

I miss our fun times so much! And of course, I miss you girls!

Make sure, on the 18th, on okay? Sakura-ing!!

* hugs and kisses! *

Episode 172

2010-06-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

Episode 171

2010-06-10T18:08:00.011+08:00

Hello all! I’ve been ditching my blog for quite a long time, poor thing. A big apologise to those readers/bloghopper who faithfully care to read. Ty! Especially Nur Hafizah Binte Hamzah! Wooohooo!! Busy w school, studies & stuff, ya’knw. Sry la makcik, aku tau kau peminat setia aku. Hah .. Basically, I’ve change my blogskin. I love it! Though it looks pretty simple. School’s holiday coming soon! Yayyy! (:

Episode 170

2010-05-07T14:25:00.005+08:00

Currently in school, waiting for Makcik to end her lesson. Aww, see what a good friend I am? Heh. Uwekk! Self praise - __________ - ‘

So today’s Dzulfikri’s ( class monitor ) birthday. Happy 18th bday yaw! Just few hours ago, 1 of my classmate bought him a cake, ate it up and continues study. Friday is always the best! Just 1 hour of study ya'knw. Well, let me tell you something about this guy after almost 1 month knowing him. Hmmm .. To start with .. He’s a :

- Nice guy.

- So witty & humorous I tell ya!

- Single btw, hahaha.
- He’s very very sweet. As in kind of gentleman?

- He always encourages our classmates to do this and that.

Once again, I wanna wish you Happy 18th Birthday! Hope all yr dreams came true okay awak!

Episode 169

2010-04-30T21:01:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Went to watch The Bounty Hunter just now w Azy at The Cathay. I thought it’s going to be so dull and boring, but it’s not! Yes, it’s not. The couple was super cute! Always fight, fight and fight. Shrek 3, on 21st May! Yayyy. Oh well .. Back to school thingy, I’m really saddened by the fact that I’m not in the same class w this Makcik (above) . Pfft! Ya, same school, so what? It’s totally different, ain’t going to be the same as before! I teribbly miss IOF and Mrs Lim =’((

Amin!

Episode 168

2010-04-17T12:45:00.001+08:00

Yes, this is Abdul Sakir. I spent the day w him on my 18th birthday. Basically, he’s sweet and very kind-hearted guy. He lied to his parents for the sake of meeting me, hahaha. Thank you for scraficing okay? * hugs and kisses * Anyway, to all, thanks for wishing yeah? Next Friday Popeye w Hafizah and Nana. Yayy-ness!

Episode 167

2010-04-17T11:48:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to myself

Hope all my wishes came true in time to come.

Bless me God, Amin!

Episode 166

2010-04-08T12:05:00.004+08:00

“ Ya Allah, I’ve not ask you for much things. And I know I don’t deserve anything from you as I have sinned a lot. I would understand if my prayers are not heard. But please, hear me out this one time. I love this girl that you created; Siti Zubaidah. I want to see her happy. And I would also like to be the one that makes her happy. But my heart pains, oh God. I don’t know why. I just seek her loyalthy, faifthfulness and love. That’s all God, nothing else. “

Amin.

Forever Yours,

Abdul Sakir.

Yes, I talk on the phone with Sakir from 12 am till 3 plus in the morning. Later he sent me that message. Which is like, I’m still sleeping? Aww .. It’s really impulsive when it comes to love. No one can predict it, true enough. I have 2 wish currently, which is firstly, to finish up my Admin 2 year course and get a first-rate and admirable grade. Splendid! Secondly, about love my love life. Let’s just go w the flow, baby. Let love look after me, and not the other way round. Heartbroken? Nah! Seeing couples and the world make me realize it’s not easy to preserve a relationship. Well .. I’ll just see what fate has got for me. As for now, perceptibly, I'll enjoy myself first. & Ohh! figuratively, I’m not ready to open up for a new bond/relationship/connection. Whatever you call it. Ty! (:

Episode 165

2010-04-06T04:27:00.000+08:00

Holiday? Awesomee-eeee! Went to Berjaya Hills Resort w my other 17 family members. Okay, I should say, honestly the place is freaking attractive and simply beautiful! Except there’s this 2 creatures that freak me out. Really, it was so scary. Anyw, all pictures at my Facebook! Other than that, I didn’t get to shop and take picture as much as I want! Hmph! & essentially, no shop spree, sad liao. Get to ride roller coaster and the creepy games at Genting Highlands despite the unpredictable weather ya’know. At times, the sun show up, at times, it rains. It was freaking cold I tell you! Oh well.. I did have fun overall. Next stop? Sunway Lagoon Theme Park. Yahooo! Hopefully uh.

Amin.

Good night!

Episode 164

2010-04-06T04:14:00.003+08:00

Firstly, to my devoted readers especially Syirah & Fizah, ( HAHAH! ) I apologise for not updating my blog. Aye? Here I go..

31st March 2010. Uh huh, my last day of work at Bukit Merah Watsons. Namely, they are Ros, Eve, Joanne, Fana, Hidayah, Hanisah, Shikeen, Hanisah, Thomas, Iskandar, Janice, Faizah and also Geok! Aww .. I miss them already! They are the one who make my day and they never fail to make me smile most of the times. The hard work, the scolding, the exhaustion that I went through cannot compare my love towards my Watsons Family. Hope to meet them again in the future. Raya outing, right right? Hehe! & Yeah, the moments that I had, will always keep in my mind and be treasured.

School’s going to start soon, on the 12th. * jumps up and down! * So excited over this thing. Going to learn new things, make new friends and teachers. And meet my dear Zubir a.k.a Abdul! * giggles * Miss that asshole so much! By end of this week, come what may, must buy new bag and shoes. Not forgetting new spectacles. Will enjoy and have fun before school begin. Eh makcik, harap2 kau dapat masok Ite Bishan alek ah. HAHAHAH! Gatal kn! :P

Episode 163

2010-02-28T14:03:00.011+08:00

Happy Graduation Day to myself! Yayy-ness!

( more pictures on facebook )

Hey readers. First of all, I’m really bored to death now. Well, didn’t go to religious class. Why? Yes, why? Basically I’m sluggish, lazy, prickly, irritable and moody! I just feel like sleeping forever. Work starts at 5 pm, can come a bit earlier around 1 pm? But nah, I’ll skip. February’s going to end soon, like today? Hahahaha! Yea .. Every month signify a lot to me, DUH! Same like Fizah, I’ve lost interest in blogging, sorry. Yay! Gonna register for school on the 4th! So excited and freaking can't wait I tell you. * jump and roll around, lol! *

Juliet miss Romeo banget! (:
Juliet miss Romeo banget! (:

Juliet miss Romeo banget! (:

Episode 162

2010-02-25T00:45:00.003+08:00

So basically, nur hafizah binte hamzah a.k.a blue-eyed monster has been complaining for the reason that I’ve not been updating my blog regularly nowadays. She nags and nags and nags. Anyway, Happy 1 Year Singlehood to myself! Yayyness!! That’s like on the 23rd February, few days ago? Looking forward to more excitement for being a single lady! And the secret of being single till now is, flirting? HAHAHAHHA! I don’t deny that I do flirt and boys, ya’know. Plus I’m being strong and very much independent every second okay! Hmmm .. & yeah I took off day for today and went to my graduation thingy. Frankly, I was a bit disappointed w some of my classmates who didn’t turn up. I mean work and stuff, I understand. But for those who don’t want to come, lazy, shy going up to stage whatsoever. *BIG SIGH! Will update on what’s happening and pictures tomorrow, god’s willing. & I’m awesomely extremely seriously tremendously awfully totally happy that I god myself into Higher Nitec. Congrats! And to others, don’t give up, there are always others choice.

Episode 161

2010-02-08T23:42:00.003+08:00

Yay! Had a small celebration just now. Pizza, pizza, and more pizza!

& Ohh! Also sweet and spicy drumlets too. Bahahahah!

Pathetically, for my extended working days and
ironically, for Hidayah's last day of work.

- _ - '

Episode 160

2010-01-13T18:02:00.001+08:00

B-O-R-E-D! (:

Episode 159

2010-01-06T16:21:00.006+08:00

Look! I’ve changed my blog skin. Yes, even much simpler than the previous one. Simplicity is always the best. True enough people? Been rotting at home the whole day, yeap, whole day. Really, I think I’ve gain weight. 47kg! Hais, freaking bored laaaa, no money, no life. Went to Ang Mo Kio, accompanied my mum massage for 2 hour yesterday. Saw some newbies wearing new ITE clothes. Cute or what, like slenge like tt :P & guess what? I miss school, and obviously, I even miss my classmate and Mrs Lim! Wooooo ..... Meet up soon IOF!

Elfee, miss you much much! Faster come home quick, don’t make me fucking wait for you. And Rahmat, last long w ur bestf. Kawin nanti, jgn lupe jemput kay! *hug u tight. Chatting w my ex, Hamid. Lol! Kisah silam laaaa. Ask him to slim down and throw away 10 kg of fats by end of this year. Kwang3!

Asik Banget! ( Cousin, Adik, Me )

2010-01-06T16:21:00.004+08:00

Awww, I love you 2 the most, bitches (:

Episode 158

2010-01-03T14:51:00.004+08:00

Hello readers! Currently, using my sis laptop to update on my blog. A lot of things that I need to say out, but I don’t know where and how to start you see. First thing first, don’t be shock okay, especially Hafizah. Lol! Truth is .. yesterday night, I help dad to keep our computer in his wardrobe. That means, everybody is banned from using the computer. Thank you dad - _ - ‘

29 th January- Happy 16th Birthday Bro. Hope you’re happy w the last minute cake Syirah and myself bake for you. Yes, half cooked and for the crust, it’s a bit burn. Lol! And also the present I bought for you. Kwang3! Yea2, new hp, new clothes, $50, $20, new perfume and stuff. Bleaghh!

31 st January- Last day of work and countdown!

1 st January – Bowling at Chevrons Jurong w family.

2 nd January- Cycling at East Coast Park w family.

Aww, then had a family gathering till 1 am. KFC-ed together. Kay, I really blank out now.

I LOVE MY FAMILY *HUGS.

Episode 157

2009-12-28T00:18:00.011+08:00

Exactly 3 more days to finish up my work assignment and I’m totally free. Wait a second, I mean after this, I need and obliged to find a new work till early April. Kay, get my Nitec ITE Result on the 23rd. Heart-rending but satisfying though. Hmmm... Kind of drop down from 3.75 to 3.5! Boohoo, I didn’t really meet my expectation but at least I’ve already studied, try my very best and yes have an admirable outcome. Thank you God, Amin. And yea, a big probably, I’ll be taking admin/hospitality at ITE Bishan/ITE Clementi or ITE Cck if the school has open.

To dearest Siti Syahidah Binte Lee (HAHAHAH!), Happy 22nd Belated Birthday on 25th December. Sorry for the late wish. Anyway! Yay, I love you sis. Hope you lead a blissful life and always be happy okay Pong Head? Hope you’re content w the Mac Eyeshadow present and Mentos :P Also, last long w Matiin and God bless you two. Here’s our plan later .. 1 .. 2 .. 3! Let’s fight for the blanket again tonight! Haha.

Okay, I know my malay-indian-chinese friend will read this in 1 and half minute, haha!

Episode 156

2009-12-23T03:25:00.007+08:00

Time check, it’s 3 plus in the morning. I don’t know why, but I just couldn’t take my nap. In a few hours, result will be out. Well, just pray for the best! Right, what’s done can’t be undone. Fiza, aku tengah update ni okay? Heh! Kau gi tdo sane mimpi pasal Sakura. Kwang3! To Ikaa, yeah, dah start keje since 15. Thanx a lot babe! *hugs!* I owe you one aight! Yes people, currently I’m working under Watsons, until 31 st Dec. It’s at East Point Mall. Indeed it’s very far from my place. Well, will just have to bare w it for the mean time! (:

Just a simple task and job, wrap up and stuff. But of course, I’ll get kanchong and stressed up if the customer’s especially the demanding one, will be looking and rush me out. Like taik ah, dah free, nak ngade2 plak! But got this friendly customer says I’m very independent and good girl. Lol! Now, I very excited want to buy outfit for graduation night. Hahahahah! Aww, I’m really happy for Fiza, Nana, Fadidas! Got the same job and place some more. Meet up soon S4L and Hotel 81 okay okay!

Episode 155

2009-12-12T15:36:00.002+08:00

I’m really confused, without a job currently. Like serious shit, I’m so blank out. Okay2, drop the subject! Apon’s in Kuala Lumpur right now, and also Azy, plus Zubir. And additional of my uncle. Haha! Work overseas and family outing I guess. Have fun people! Don’t forget to bring knick-knack and souvenir for me alright? Do take care of yourself.

Meet up w my bitch and Nana on Thursday. Basically, went to school, to take pictures of our locker, key, and stuff. Hotdog text us, so eagerly the 3 of us head to canteen and buy them. Hahahah! Well, I know this is nuts, and only crazy gong would do that. Fanatic kan kitorang! Lol! Unexpectedly, we went to watch new moon at Eng Wah Toa Payoh! And guess what?! I don’t understand though I’ve watch the season 1. Then went to Sakura at Downtown, just fill in the form for job vacancy. What to do - _ - ‘ Rotting at home all day long.

Pictures!

2009-12-12T15:07:00.000+08:00

Episode 154

2009-12-09T20:52:00.004+08:00

When I want you by my side helplessly, you vanished. But now, your presence has come into sight once again. I’m bowled over. In addition of speechless & frozen, I really don’t have any idea what to do. Get me? Why must you come up into my life when I don’t need you anymore? It’s freaking daunting & creepy. You draw closer & haunt me back! It’ shit this time, if truth be told. It’s faded, yes, it’s faded. My love for you has washed out. I can never be yours and you know that too baby (:

Episode 153

2009-12-08T07:48:00.005+08:00

- Fizah, tgk fringe kau.

Aku tau kau rindu bangs kau kan babi? HAHAHA!

*Drunkard* Life’s such a bitch.

In the verge of breaking down, really need cash right now - _ - ‘

Tc, people.

Pictures

2009-12-07T15:42:00.001+08:00

More pictures at Facebook! Soon (:

Episode 152

2009-12-07T12:10:00.006+08:00

My Best 3! As Always! (:
♥ Em'!

Episode 151

2009-12-02T17:54:00.021+08:00

Yesterday was the last examination which is the Business Event Organisation paper. Alhamdulillah, I manage to answer mainly all the questions in it. We’ll get our result, end of December, perhaps. Okay people, I tell you something. In the morning before I wanna get out of my crib & head to school, my heart was kind of intense. I mean it’s the last day I’ll be w my ITE mates. Come’on laa, I really love each & every one of them alright! The bonding between us is sort of strong within that period of 1 year. 11 months to be exact, hah! After we've done w the paper, all of us gather & waited at the foyer for Mrs Lim since she wanna see us for the very last moment.

Mrs Lim talk to us & we were given each a Ferrero Rocher Chocolate. Adorable right our teacher? She’s the best, ya’knw! Later, we took pictures together, the best part! My heart aches when I see Irah, Kakak, Fatin crying all. Aww, whatever it is, IOF, I ♥ you guys! It’s just a day we didn’t met & now I already miss them. They are such a sweetheart; my day will always be full of laughter and un-excruciating . Their stupid lame jokes, comment & stuff. Later, we said the last good-bye & hug all of them real tight. Anyway guys, the pictures have been uploaded at Facebook ait (:

Yay-ness! Mrs Lim will be treating the class committee at Seoul Garden! How cool is that huh? *Ehem2!

After everything has settled, me, Vikneswari and Nur Hafizah went out leaving the school. Went to Junction 8, touch up a bit & headed to bus interchange. Went to Changi Airport for the sake of having Popeye! Took 53 & doze off in the bus. It’s around 1 hour journey. I had a good breakfast plus lunch scrumptious meal. It’s really memorable for me having these girls by my side. Too bad, Gayu wasn’t w us. I miss that seducer laaa. At 3.30, Viki went off w Durga & Usha. As usual, me & fucker wander & roam around that place. T2 & T3. Talk about our future working life. Unimaginable!

At night, Elfee called and what a small world! Naresh was just beside him. That big monster! Heh. Talk about him, me, us and the world. Faster go get your own handphone and sim card bitch! & I’m glad you’ve stop drinking and clubbing. Waste of money huh? True enough! Good boy (:

Episode 150

2009-11-30T15:50:00.005+08:00

This is what you get:

When the examination paper turn out to be kind of knotty and intricate.

It’s going to be 4 in the evening soon. Need to go out later to buy some groceries since mum asked me to. It’s examination period today and tomorrow. Really, I don’t know why I find just now paper kind of complex. Nak kate kan aku blaja, memang la aku blaja. - _ - ‘ Well, it just didn’t turn out fine and I had a spelling error, lol! I think I know what my mistake is! Study last minute? Maybe maybe! I really hope to go to Higher Nitec and see my Girlf’s next year. We start together, we end together, okay babe? How much I love my Laughing Buddha’s, that’s how much I love my other classmate. The Pussycat doll ft Kat deluna group? The Sotong Group all laaaa? Ya’know? Hah! Cute kan jorang sume? (:

Episode 149

2009-11-28T16:16:00.004+08:00

First thing first, to all Muslim, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha. Hope you people had fun yesterday. Well, for me, I really had an absurd and crazy time w my family though. Except, Syirah’s family not w us. The whole family went to their Kampong at Kelantan. Come back home soon best cousin! Heh, imy la busok. Wake up at 8 plus in the morning and mum wasn’t at home. She’s at aunty house doing the cooking and stuff. Later, dad asked me to wash his car. I haven’t even bath dad! Grrr. Feel like strangling you yesterday, really! My back was all aching, so does Esan. Went to grandma’s house, omg, v sway! Had diarrhea and also my first day of red light. Eat and watch television. And the best part is, carom! Heheheheh. Went home at around 12 and yea.

Hafizah, thanx for the upper part of the earpiece! Hehe, sayang kau!! Exams is less than 48 hours. Really, nerve-wrecking! Well, below are the pictures the day we have our study time together. Lol! At least something ya’knw. Bought, snacks, drinks and off we go. Revise, laugh, laugh and laugh and camwhore! Well, that’s about it and yeah. Kind of scary sitting at there. There’s this smart malay guy who looks like a pervert kept looking at our area. Ya allah! Jijik aku.

Study Time Hehh! Pictures (:

2009-11-26T19:31:00.027+08:00

Episode 148

2009-11-26T07:46:00.004+08:00

Guess what people? I just realised I had a sexy-ye butt, lol.

Not just me, that includes all my siblings, really. Hah (:
I’m not wicked or proud; it’s just the fact, isn’t it?
Gotta get ready for school at 10 am later.
Till then, tc!

Episode 147

2009-11-23T21:01:00.017+08:00

Apiz & I

Episode 146

2009-11-23T20:45:00.021+08:00

Three of my classmates and myself went to Science Centre (outside/beside/side road whatever) to have our CIP work done. Basically, we set up a stall and have 2 games done. One is the Jigsaw Mania, and the other one is Ping Pong Ting. Halfway through, we cancel out the Ping Pong Ting Game for the reason that there’s too much crowd in our area. And mostly, not all of them are elderly. Mostly, youngsters - _ - ' Once they fix all the puzzles within the time limit, they will get to take picture w their family and get their picture printed through the Polaroid method. But of course it will take time, isn’t it? Hehehehe. And they are fucking impatient and keep raring to go I tell you! Grr. And I saw some of my ex-woodlanders there!

Anyw, I saw Sahira! My S4L girlf (:

It was pretty unexpected to see her there, and our stall is just next to each other. Her stall was doing henna and some cute painting. Was quite saddened when I tell Cad that Nazura didn’t know anything about this. This event should end at 3 but it ends t 12 instead. Haahah! Like stupid ah, lol. A lot of things happen on that day. Really, lazy want to pen it all down. Sumpah, malas nk mampos!

Pictures

2009-11-23T19:15:00.017+08:00

Episode 145

2009-11-23T19:05:00.003+08:00

REPLY- TAGBOARD

Ina: Done-d linking! Eyeshadow? Adq kite buat kn (:

SN ♥♥♥ : Okay busok, sabar la setan. Soon2 (:

Fiza: Kay Miss Chia, MATAIRS (:

Nashke: Okay Esan! Tau tau tau.

SZub: Ikot ah szub, kepoh same2 pn blh and let me knw ya real name first (:

Li Ting: Okay (:

Anisah & Ajul & Liza & Sha: Done-ed! (:

Akif & Sasa & Hidayah's: Thanks (:

Episode 144

2009-11-23T18:26:00.012+08:00

The hard-working and never surrender guy.
APON

Get a message from him this morning, a bad news. He just broke off w his girlf. I’m convinced and definite, he really really loves that girl. Well, they’re not fated I guess. Anyw, be strong okay Ridzwan? I’m always here for you. * hugs !

Okay, my life has been kind of haywire this few days. It’s very very hectic ya’know. I feel like giving up though. Hahaha, fake! I waste time changing my blog skin, for one pathetic reason. Miss Chia knows it all, lol! & Ya, I fail my religious class examination and need to retain. Will have to re-do all my Sec 5 stuff if I get to H Nitec, that’s what mum, told me. And honestly, I’m freaking not interested in this religious study thing. Primary 1 till Sec 5? Huh!

Episode 143

2009-11-19T22:17:00.003+08:00

Before Cik Rose Went For Haji
First Sis & Me

Cik Mas, Cik Sita, Cik Bai. LOL?!

First thing first, it’s freaking cold down here after a heavy downpour. Well, did our Business Etiquette Grooming CA Paper just now. Thank God most of the questions I manage to answer and yes, I was kind of relieve though. Hafizah was keyed up over the 5 Appreciation of Wine Steps, lol! After the test, wait for Mrs Foo outside SOT Room till 12.30 in the noon and did all my unfinished paper work till 2.30 pm.

- Send Viki off to Bishan Interchange since she wants to meet Usha all at Changi Airport.

- Set out to Compass point to buy wrapper and wrapped Hidayah’s birthday present and had our lunch at Long John Silver.

- Went to Hidayah’s house to give her birthday cake and present. Was being force to come inside her house.

- Chit chat, eat, drink and off we go.

- Rahmat fetch me and send me at grandma’s house.

Gotta go now! Need to practise for my presentation tomorrow (:

Episode 142

2009-11-13T01:23:00.011+08:00

Time Check: 1.30 am

Mood: Sleepy!

Done w my BEO presentation powerpoint slide. I mean 2/3 done (:
Still need to put pictures, custom animation and background and I’m all complete!
Will be giving my group mate their slides number tmr and it’s freaking 23 slide mind you.

Went to have my late-lunch at Bedok LJS w Fiza after our ITE Career Fair end.

&& our tummy was growling like hell.

Talk about Bra, Mail, and my matair-matair. LOL!
Thn, old men fetch me near LJS there. My helmet not w me btw =(

He send me at grandma's house and lepak at pondok for a while.

It's been a long2 time since we last met. REALLY.

&& off he go (:

Ohh! Gotta catch up w my BEG now, bye.

Episode 141

2009-11-10T19:30:00.003+08:00

You thought, you could keep this shit from me, yeah.

Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story.

You know there’s two sides.

To every story.

See, I don’t know why you’re crying like a hoe.
Fuck what I did, was your fault somehow.

Episode 140

2009-11-10T19:25:00.003+08:00

Guess what? I’ve abandoned my family unit because of the imminent examinations. It’s freaking nerve-wrecking I told you. Anyway, went to have my check-up just now at SGH and reach school around 1.15 pm. My HbAIc? Hmmm .. Okay la, Doctor Yung didn’t reprimand or relinquish on me. It’s still high as 9.3% but instead of telling off, he kept giving me advice and gives me the support. Thank you Doc, I really appreciate it. And I got a new medication. My insulin pen colour is in striking orange/blue and green/blue. Now Fiza befuddled on which one she wants to pick, lol!

Anyway Fiza, thank you for accompany me to hospital for taking my blood. Now you how fucking big eater I am (:

Now I’m in a mess, really. Got a lot of things to settle, and when I said “things”, it’s all concerning school. Wait, fuck you school. Need to submit my project power point slide regarding our research, planning and budgeting for LPDX. Another thing, print our actual BEO Project and do in power point slide for presentation next Monday. School’s driving me nuts alright? Just hang on for the last 2 ½ weeks and I’m all free.

Episode 139

2009-11-07T18:31:00.010+08:00

Laughter is the 1 true thing everyone will always need. & it doesn’t mean I smile & laugh, I’m happy & in bliss. Indeed, my happiness within my own life have lead me to find unhappiness in forbidden places. Why must I always strive to be loved by another if I really need to just love myself? Right? I’m mean to be malicious & vindictive, & so? Just let it be. Nothing is fair & equitable in this world. I’ve indulge into the planet of sorrow.

~~Son of a Bitch~~ (:

Anyway, school’s about to close in 3 weeks time and examination is just around the corner. Mixture of pleased and petrified still inside me. God, let me have the “the believe in myself” sentiment and selfconfidence. What I need now, is study, study and study. After that, I’m dying to go to Higher Nitec, proving to others that I can also succeed in life. Starting from the bottom isn’t a bad idea either. And I’m looking forward to meet my dearest IOF next year. Let’s work together and achieve the same results (:

Episode 138

2009-11-07T17:42:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Causeway Point w brother and second sis to have our lunch. I can feel my tummy’s bloated and it’s going to rupture at any time. Anyway, aww! Brother bought the 120 coloured eye shadow. Really appreciate it though, thanks aye. *HUGS.

Episode 137

2009-11-04T02:17:00.006+08:00

Check Time: 2.28 am in the morning
Date: 4th November 2009

Okay, just finish uploading pictures at Facebook, project on BEO, presentation slides on LPDX. Yayness, less than a month till I have the full freedom. It’s kind of hectic and muddled currently, rushing here and there. Finish up every single thing that we did for our present module. School starts at 8 tomorrow and I didn’t have the frame of mind to get started for studies. School can suck my balls! Whatever it is, good night people! (:

Episode 136

2009-10-31T13:32:00.012+08:00

Good morning people :D

Didn’t get to update yesterday night. Really, it was a strenuous day and I’m all worn out! Firstly, to dearest IOF and Miss April, thank you for being really supportive, obliging and co-operative. And also, making the event a successful one though it’s kind of cork up at first. I ♥ you guys laaa! Except for some fucker in our class, no need to mention name laaa. And to those who never come, it's okay. Understand understood. Heh. And if there's another chance, we'll make another tour but to other place aight? *Grins!
Anyway, I'll upload all the pictures soon in Facebook. You guys are the best! (:

And to my team members, guess what girls? I’m really proud of our accomplishment of bringing the class to have a tour to The Peranakan Museum. Due to time constraint, we didn’t really have the time to tour them; instead we just guide them around and let them move about on their own pace. So, predominantly, this is what happens.

8.15 am- Meet my girls at Ang Mo Kio Bus Interchange

8.30 am- Take our class hotdog buns (Halal okay! LOL.)

9.15 am- Reach City Hall Mrt Station

9.30 am- Go separate ways, Fiza & myself went to the Peranakan Museum first.
To buy the tickets for them and while waiting, snap and snap and snap! (:
Gayu & Viki waited for them outside the Peninsular Exit. Take their attendance, split our classmate into 5 groups and give them their morning breakfast and packet drinks.

Supposedly, the rest should reach Peranakan Museum at 10 am, but Gayu and Viki should direct them, but get lost on their way there. Lol! Nah, it’s alright, everybody make mistake and to our classmates, sorry for making you walk around and have your energy wastage.

10.15- Brief them on what’s going to happen on that day.
Give them their sticker and also quiz question.

10.30 to 11.30- Do their quiz.

11.30- Prize giving to all groups and appreciation to our teacher for her willingness to help us in our project.

12 noon- Class picture and home sweet home (shared umbrellas since it’s an unpredicted heavily rain)

& AGAIN, THANK YOU SO MUCH DEAREST IOF & MISS APRIL (:
IT MAY NOT BE A FUN ONE, BUT FOR SURE I'LL TREASURE THIS MOMENT TOGETHER

AWW! ♥

& ALSO SORRY FOR THE LOST OF WAY, DIDN'T OPEN THE STICKER OF PRICE TAG AND LAST, THE UNEXPECTED WEATHER.

Episode 135

2009-10-25T17:38:00.003+08:00

My Group Members! :D

Sales Manager, Assistant Manager, Sales Manager. Bleargh!

AMACAM? Okay tk? LOL! :P

Sharifah

Ashita

Li Ting

Fiza

Laughing Buddhas w/o Seducer :(

& yea, this is my BEG test.

&& this is Viki (:

Episode 134

2009-10-25T17:07:00.002+08:00

Went to Bugis yesterday to meet Hafizah Hamzah and Hidayah Jalil *grins. Just to take the pathetic BEO paper. Later, drop down at Khatib, meet my close friend, Azmi. He book out on that day itself. Lepak w him & straight went home (: aww, he miss me so much laaaaaaaaaaaa! He’s becoming kinda gay, really. Seram tengok si Mimi ni. *snigger!

Episode 133

2009-10-25T16:51:00.002+08:00

Simply, just make it short and sweet :D

Nur Ain Binte Yacob! Happy 17th Birthday.

Aww, kite happy utk awk la!

Lagi 3 hari, dah Cad nye bday.

Heh! Anw, I hope all you wish came true

Work hard and good luck for ya O's result yea!
*hugs & kisses!

AND DEAREST S4L, LETS HAVE A OUTING SOON! SOON OKAY? (:

Episode 132

2009-10-22T10:58:00.005+08:00

KU CINTAIMU TAK BERARTI BAHWA
KU HARUS MEMILIKIMU SLAMANYA.

Everything seems to be so intricate and convoluted. To Z and B, you guys will always be my most much-loved boyf aye. The 2 of you has been there for me every time I need someone. And swear, I really appreciate all of it. You know how much I love you as a close friend’s right?

Rahmat- the understanding and fun-exciting.

Apiz- the pampered and caring.

Azmi- the devoted and loving.

If I need to choose any of 1, I’ll reject all. Really, I don’t want them to get hurt. And to Zura and B Yul, move on, I believe you girls are strong enough, and trust me, you guys can live w/o a Dick like your ex’s. We’re all here for you. *hugs.

Episode 131

2009-10-16T12:54:00.005+08:00

Woke up at 6 in the morning, send mum off and help sis to get ready for school. It was raining freaking heavily, best! Too bad, I never get a nice sleep. Bleargh! Instead, I went to Poly, take MC & didn't went to school. Basically, I don't have a key to myself tt I get locked up in this hs. Have to wait till sis came back from work & by the time she reach home, I'm already late for school. Another thing, both my Uniform is still soaking in the Washing Machine. *laugh and hit the comp. So, the morale of the story is, all of this is just an excuse for being lazy to go to school. 6 more weeks till I have the full freedom (:

Episode 130

2009-10-16T07:11:00.010+08:00

What type of wife am I or will I be?

The result is: Loving.

True? I don't know. Let see what has fate got for me (:

I'm a loving woman. My value is far above rubies (Proverbs 31). I'm always there for those I love and I'm extremely loving to my husband. I build him up, I allow him to make mistakes, and grow, and more importantly I let him be a man. I will experience long-lasting love.

Episode 129

2009-10-13T12:05:00.003+08:00

Dearest Nur Hafizah Binte Hamzah.
“ Well! What can I say! Hahahah! “

Happy 17th birthday ait.
Aku happy untuk kau laa kakak bby.
May longevity be with you always.
Hope your wishes came true.
&& pray hard that our friendship will last tau tau tau!

*Smooches and Hugs.
SAYANG KAU!

Episode 128

2009-10-09T12:27:00.005+08:00

Just came back from camp yesterday evening. Damn, one thing’s for sure. I fucking love it! Really. The most rocking camp I’ve gone through. It’s really satisfying when our in-charge says we are the best-est group she’s come across. Basically, this camp trains us how to be a good leader and it’s chosen okay! Khekhekhekhe! && I’m in the Black Group which is also known as Bedal Team. Meera, Uddyn, Ryan, Julee, Syakirah, Sam, Kenneth and Guo Rong. They are one bunch of cool people and we really had a great team bonding *2 thumbs up! AND AND I'm proud of each and everyone of them!

Will be going out together one day, God’s willing. Hope to meet them real soon yea! & Mum said I look a bit thinner. Kwang3! Macam paham eh. The last day was the shit! Aku suke! Okay, and we combine w the Purple Team. Oh my God, it’s 2 times crazier. I already miss all of them now =(

&& the sad thing is, Fiza and Siew Wen wasn't the same group as me. But its okay since we slept in the same room. Oh, it's like a hotel, best tau tau tau! Heh.

Episode 127

2009-10-09T11:00:00.001+08:00

(AZMI- Close Friend :D)

I LOVE YOU GUYS, OKAY?

*HUGS!

Episode 126

2009-10-02T18:55:00.000+08:00

Okay, yesterday was havoc. Desolately, Farah, B Yul and Zaidi couldn’t make it. Really, I had a lot of fun though I didn’t talk much yesterday. The timing a bit cork up but still, it went smoothly. Last house was mine and they went home nearly 1 in the morning. Thank goodness we have a van. Went to Kallang, Hougang, Toa Payoh, Yishun, Bukit Panjang, Pioneer, Marsiling. Went to 9 houses. Satisfied! :D

Liza

Mye

Fiza

Kakak

Fidah

Fahmi

Naneeh

Irah
Sz

Episode 125

2009-09-28T11:21:00.005+08:00

Happy 7 month 5 Days (:
Tranquilly standing strong, free and independent.
Living single-ly and being positive isn’t that bad.

Right people? :D :D :D
Nah, I don’t call for your existence in my life to make me pleased and feel bless.

Thank you && good bye.

Pictures :] (Raya Edition)

2009-09-26T19:15:00.005+08:00

Cute kan? UPIN & IPIN

Busok <3

Cousins w/o Abg.

Episode 124

2009-09-24T10:35:00.016+08:00

I thought that this Raya’s gonna be so monotonous and deadly. Ironically, it turned out well and superb! Good, now all my money has gone down the drain. Due to some pitiable reason, grr. Let tell me you something okay? 1stly, I love my family. 2ndly, I love my family. 3rdly, I love my family. I love my fucking family! PERIOD!

Though their attitude sucks & a bit like pundek I still love them to the max, really! Think about it again, nobody can replace each and everyone of my family members. I wonder how about the other people who don’t have family by their side. Heartbreaking isn’t it? *sigh*

Anyway, to all my friends, Salam Eidul Fitri! May you find in your heart’s to forgive me for any of my wrong doings. May God bless you all and forgive all your sins.

And this will be the Raya Plan!

2nd- ITE Classmates
3rd- Soccer Peeps
4th- Woodlanders (:

11th- Amy II

Episode 123

2009-09-19T10:22:00.011+08:00

Good morning earthling!

Swear, I’m extremely ecstatic and in high spirits that the fasting month going to be over in next to no time! I knew, this is what Nur Hafizah Binte Hamzah has been waiting for. Kan setan?! *chuckles*

Dont smile at yourself la fiza, dah2! Takmo senyum mcm kerang busuk la Gunster! Less than half a day ehl? Mesti kau tengah tersengih2, and dalam hati “citot!” Hahahahah, kan kan kan? && u're still smiling! :P

You never know what to expect when it comes to love. You never know what to expect when it comes to life either. Life and love will always throw you curve balls, its up to you to either strike out or hit a home run. Make sure you tell every one you love them for this very reason.

No one can predict what tomorrow will bring. You just have to live for today. You never know who will walk into or out of your life tomorrow. I wish I would of thought about this before i wanted to give up on everything. I know now that i cant live in the past or live for the future. Today could be my last day on this earth so I'll make the best of it.

Enough of it and in any case, I need to settle a lot of things today till midnight. Hell yea! To the Muslim people, happy fasting, happy break-fast and Salam Aidilfitri! Yayy-ness for all! :D

Pictures (:

2009-09-06T21:38:00.001+08:00

Episode 122

2009-09-06T13:13:00.016+08:00

Went out w Fiza, Viki, Sha, Firuz, Jason, Elfee yesterday. Sadly, seducer didn’t get to come w us, boring siaaa without your presence. Unplanned, Old Men fetch me at Marsiling Mrt and send me to Paya Lebar, took some pictures and straight met the rest. && Ironically, both of us set off the separate ways. Anyway, it was freaking fun! Really, I enjoy myself w you guys. Thanks eh peeps *smile widely* Gatal eh Abang Dendeng semalam! Tsk2. This is basically what happened yesterday night.

- Went to Bazaar, walk around.

- Find a place to settle down.

- Had our break fast. (Aww, Firuz paid for us everything, thanx la! Haha. && The uncle didn’t include the drinks, and hastily, all of us cabot from that place, lol! Funny la. I hate the food there OKAY? But what to do, it’s all ad hoc.)

- Send Viki and Jason to the mrt station.

- Rummage around and bought my Black Kebaya, the Kain was super glittering. And I decided to change my kain to my old one though it's not matching, nyehehe.

- Buy drinks for ourself (thanx fiza :D)

- All of us went the separate ways.

Told Elfee I’m still hungry and he brings me to LJS Cineleisure. Had my 2nd dinner, lol. And went to the Jamming Place, lepak w his old ex-colleagues from Botak Jones. Wait for them to finish their Drink, Smoke and off we go. Joe, Myanmar guy, his wife, me and Elfee took the train together since we are heading the same way. To end, he send me at Marsiling platform since his ez-link has no amount left. Reach home ard 12.15 (:

Episode 121

2009-09-05T12:39:00.000+08:00

You are placed between happiness and me;

I can not reach happiness without going through you

Episode 120

2009-08-24T16:26:00.007+08:00

the one who tolerate my gobbledygook (:

010110!

(eee. tgk kaki busok)

At last, get to upload my Sakura’s photo. And those ass holes wants to go Sakura again in December, lol! Mepek laa jorang! They're one fucking bunch of fun Fugger! :D Hahahahaha. Anyway, to the Muslim Peeps, Happy Fasting ait? (:

Really, I can’t concentrate during my lesson time. Partly because of my empty stomach and studies getting bored to death. CA's coming soon, and seriously, I’m not ready for it.

It's not just a physical attraction, I love him for every single thing he is. Every word he says, every step he takes. This is something that will never die. I have tried to stay reasonable with this, but I just can't anymore. I just can't.

Pictures (:

2009-08-24T11:14:00.015+08:00

Episode 119

2009-07-16T08:48:00.011+08:00

Good morning earthling!

It’s been quite a long time since I last update. New term, new subject and it wasn’t as easy as I thought. Dad didn’t let me go for the Batam attachment for the reason that I’ll be sold off. What the fuck. Oh well, it’s also a good thing since it’s held on the 2nd week of Hari Raya celebration. && went to the Malay MP’s Dialogue at ITE HQ. It was quite interesting and v funny la Dr Yacob Ibrahim . Need to study for my upcoming test later (:

"For every fallen star there is a wish. Maybe one day I'll be yours."

Pictures

2009-07-16T08:26:00.018+08:00

This friend of mine gave me a rose tt

he did when he was in boy’s home.

Awww.
Vain Pot. Nyehehehehe!
23rd June 09
Small Bro

Bday Girl && Zul

Sis Bro Thingy Yea!

On Syirah's 16th Birthday

Nashke ilazaS!

Singapore Flyer -_-'

Bet you cant do as cute as us :P

Cousin's Trademark.

Episode 118

2009-07-01T22:26:00.002+08:00

Old

Current

My Daily Fear

The Painful Truth

See all this? Try putting you in my shoes. Really, I think it’s freaking unfair to me. As in, why must it be me and not my other siblings? I’m getting sick and tired of jabbing my stomach twice every single day. All the blood, getting fat and tears running down my cheeks. Tell me, who on earth wants to be in my state. Just seeing the sight of insulin makes me want to puke. I don’t know how long I can hold on. I find it being strong and putting on a smile is such a big chore to me now. This is more whacky and crazier than those who are in depressed, lol. I can go nuts anytime! Though I get moral support from my love ones, I’m still not contented. I want more than this, miracle, quick happen! :D

&& ohhh, Sepet missed me so much laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, awww! How sweet of you.

Episode 117

2009-06-30T15:15:00.002+08:00

My desire is the passion for which I live my life

&& yea, I’ve changed my blog skin to more of a black and pink layout. School’s going to start soon and it’s less than 10 days, hell! Eager and excited I can say! && I long to meet my freaking friends. Really, I miss their jokes and themselves ya. Going to Melaka this coming 3rd, 4th, 5th July. Bangla hitam, come home quick, gahhhhh! Imy laaa fucker.

Episode 116

2009-06-26T10:52:00.022+08:00

Singapore River Cruise laaaaaaaa ;
Transformers II
Land of the Lost! G Max Bungy (soon!)

Morning earthling! Went to watch and go to this place, superb! There’s more to come, thanx azy bby. Next, G Max Bungy, yeaaaa! Soon, soon soon! Woohooo!

Dear Syirah, the most wasted day is that in which you have not laughed and happiness looks too small when you hold it in your hands, just let it go once, and you realize how precious it was. Kay busok?

The fear about losing a loved one is the fear of change itself. Being used to one person, day after day, then to one day wake up all alone, a whole new day. Think of it as a chance to start over ... to learn from the past and make a brand new beginning. Don't hold on to something that was never there.

- specially dedicated to myself and mafia. Okay mapia? U know I know, && God too.

Old men, I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you!

Episode 115

2009-06-24T17:15:00.005+08:00

Nur Syahirah aka SuperNyonyaa, Happy 16th birthday!
Da sweet 16 laaaa kan? Nyehehehhe!
Anyw, may all your wishes come true okay busok?
Be a good girl and jage mama baek2 tau.

Sayang kau!

Went out w Syirah, Nashke, Bobo, Erin, Zul yesterday. Kitorang tak gi jauh, dekat dekat, Causeway Point je. Nyehehehe! Things weren’t as perfect as we planned, but it turned out well and smooth. Went to have our lunch/dinner at LJS and Banquet. Later, gave her a surprised birthday cake ;D Awwww, Syirah was touched by what we did for her. Cut the cake and Bobo tortured her to eat 2-3 slices and its freaking sweet, lol. (kesian sekejap aku tgk die ni)

&& hell, after they had their puff, all of us went back and watch Transformers II. Really, I don’t know what’s the moral of the story -_- Anyway, saw B Yul near X Craft, awww, I miss her laaaaa! Didnt really took pictures yesterday, ohh well, nevermind. Overall, I did enjoy my day w those bunch of ass holes.

Lastly, I’m really happy w my ITE Result. Woohoooooo! Wish I was a 4 Pointers =(

Episode 114

2009-06-16T10:27:00.009+08:00

First thing first, I wanna wish my loveable annoying sweetie pie mummy Happy 44th Birthday! Oh my, u’re really becoming older eh mum? Anyway, I wish you all the best in everything you do okay? Long live and God bless you mum :D You meant a lot to me, and I wouldn’t wanna lose you, mum. You nag for a certain reason, I know, and yea, even though you asked me to bath now and cooked those pancake, I’m still stuck on the com. Sorry laaaaaaaaa! && oh Mum, Hazmil wish you happy birthday tau tau tau :D

If a hug represented how much I loved you, I would hold you in my arms forever, ait mum? && I just feel like saying this, last long w dad and hold on tight to your 23 years of marriage. (Or urmm 24 years, yea I forgot -_-)

&& aunt just bought for me a metal yellow necklace w a leopard heart shape pendant from River Island for my belated belated birthday present. I love you aunt. Awww!

Episode 113

2009-06-14T12:38:00.015+08:00

BusoK! Hah!

Nashke Ilazas had his Fillet-O Fish meal.
Oreo Cheesecake :D
Hello =)
:D :D :D

Earthling! :D :D :D

Old men fetched me outside Woodlands Polyclinic around 9 am and off we go! && this is what we do for half the day.

- Have our morning breakfast at Jalan Kayu.
-Went to Singapore Flyer -_-
- Go to PC show at Suntec. (Rahmat bought a White Green LG’s Notebook, Aww!)
- Buy my undergarments at John Little! :D
- Had my super duper late Lunch at McD, Causeway Point w Bro at 5.30 pm!

Anyway peeps, Singapore Flyer isn't as exciting as I thought, seriously. && the freaking little kid just pissed me off (sikit jek). OMG, Rahmat couldn’t be a father, bapa dayus kan kan kan??! Hahaha =P && Rahmat fell in love w the Four Skin 4D's shirt.

&& I saw Piere Cardin Zebra’s Pattern at John Little, pretty aye. Old men told me tt type of bra wouldn't make him horny, what the fuck. Had oreo cheesecake at McCafe, superb! Overall, I love yesterday's outing! Thx for everything ait old men *hug hug hug*

DRAG ME TO HELL is 1 hell of a great movie! As in, from my own point of view. Woooo! Thrilling, hilarious and electrifying! Sepet! Need to bath now. Will be bringing my cousins to Woodlands Swimming freaking chores, tsk!

Episode 112

2009-06-11T13:19:00.002+08:00

Can’t wait for Saturday outing, woohooo! Going to meet my old men, soon baby, soon, khekhekhekhe! ;D Went to Eastpoint Mall next to Simei Mrt Station yesterday. Walk off to eat Chicken Chop at Banquet w Daniel Sobrielo, lol. Anyway, thanx dude, I owe you one. Then fetch my Black Bitch at Downtown East, haha! So awkward w Aidil and Small Boy around -_- But they are one kind of good fucker who loves to jokes around ah, hah.

Anyway, dad just told me a bad news. Uncle Muhammad’s mum just passed away at Johor just now. I was quite shocked and speechless upon hearing that news, seriously. The last time I saw her in the hospital; she was in the pink and was still healthy. Really didn’t expect things to turn out this way. God bless you and rest in peace.

Feeling kind of tedious, get thatt? Urgh!

Episode 111

2009-06-09T23:16:00.018+08:00

No money= No life.

True indeed! I need money people. Money money money! Wanted to have a temporary work for 1-2 months, but it’s kinda hard. And I’m not yearning to work as a part-time member of staff, so tidak laaaa. Firstly, the pay wasn’t up to my standard (giggles), secondly, when school re-opens, I must and I need to concentrate on my school subject. I don’t want my studies to get affected because of work thing you see (I know myself better than you do, okay?) Thirdly, my dad die die wants me to learn how to cook (Oh man!) I’m so gonna kill him la, fake la fake!

Cebu Inmates dance Jai Ho

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5Ae9jNKjOc

Eh guys, check this out. Though they’re just a prisoners from Cebu,Philipines. They are fucking good at dancing laa. (Not that first-class, but satisfactory) Like what the fuck siaaaa! Cute pe jorang joget, and they even dance better than me. Lol! And I don’t think there’s entertainment like this in Singapore or any other country. Holiday's such a bore! F off! Hahahaha, viki viki, tsk tsk! Lol! Eh stick imy siaaaa.

Episode 109

2009-06-04T09:56:00.001+08:00

Yayy-ness! Exam just ended yesterday, and I have 1 whole month to spend till school re-open. Which is on the 6th July. No Youth Day eh? -_____-‘ Overall, the exam was so-so and frankly, OSA sucks a lot. Haha!

ITE Girls, don’t forget our outing eh? Anderson Wave kan kan? Haha!
S4L- Lepak rumah naz kan kan? Haha!

Tc, bye.

Episode 108 Part I

2009-05-30T16:26:00.032+08:00

Had class bbq pit on 15th May. Awwww, my class rocks laaa!

Though they kinda suck, I still love em laaa ;D

Joanne Siew Wen Shu Wen Joice Kyap Kyeong Shi Ying Syahirah Farah Hidie

Some of you guys miss the fun uhh.

Anyway, Mrs Lim says probably, there will be a new bbq pit next semester.

Woohooooo! Best laaaaa! Let the picture do the talking ait? Heee!

&& this are some of it.
the rest are from the other's camera's.

FIZA! MUKE TK PERLU, HAHAHAAH!

3rd prize :D

Hotel 81

"one sex, one condom,

hotel 81, here we come!"

At Kakak Station

"bby" && make-up artiste :P

Fananeh & Fatin

Fidahdah

Awwwww! Gayu laaaaaaaaa!

Hafizah ;

Gayu, fiza, zub.

Datok Happijaaaaah!

Vanity II

Vanity

Episode 108 Part II

2009-05-23T11:17:00.011+08:00

Watched The Uninvited with Azmi Mazi (close friend) yesterday. Superb!
Though I don’t know the morale of the story and conclusion -____-
I suggest you people to watch this movie.
Only a few parts of the scene gives me a heart attack, other than that, power laaa!
I really appreciate what Azmi had done for me.
Despite how sick he is, he still went to watch movie w me, eat and
even wait for my ex to take my Ipod which he didn’t turned up.
1 ½ hour ex-bf, we waited.

&& you didn’t show urself up. Really, no comment.

Guess what? I miss this fucker ever since he serves his NS.

Abg police, though u’re still sleeping like a pig now, I just wanna say I miss you so much.

Yea, I knew we rarely talk to each other in house.

I love you as much as I love kakak, kak siti and esan. && I’m thankful u’ve changed.

God bless you big brother ;D

Episode 108 Part III

2009-05-23T10:49:00.011+08:00

Okay, anyway, I’m glad both my brother and Dyla get back together (best friends).

They had a big conflict before this.

Although I hate this P*P*K, I wish you guys to be as close as last time ait.

Grow up and don’t be childish okay? Lol! Esan nk keje pe?

Tunggu kau 16 this December la ehhh.

Woah, Syera dah big girl laaaaa skg eh.
Da blh keje mah, nyeheheeheh!
Anyway best cousin, happy working okay?
I’ll drop buy to Yew Tee McD one day eh busok.
Hahahahah! I miss you la Peraaaaak!

Episode 107

2009-05-19T08:17:00.015+08:00

Dream that can never come true! (Tau Takpe)

Reach-ed school at 2.15 pm. Nearly 1 ½ hour late -____- Did the 4 station except for 2.4 km run since the p.e teacher freaking exempted me. Like what the fuck kan? Just because I'm under insulin. I’m not going to faint or what siaaa. Tsk! Anyway, guess what people? My sugar level has dropped down laaaaa! From 12.5% to 9.5%, yayy-ness! But Doc Yung wants to see 6.5% within the next 3 months =) && after it’s gone down to 6.5%, I have to maintain or better still, lower it down. && The best thing is, I’ve gain 2 kg. Lol! Right Viki, 47 kg, thanx ah! ;D

Elegi Sepi

2009-05-09T17:04:00.009+08:00

5 years bby, and it's all gone down the drain. I swear I'll treasure our moments together and thanx for taking care of me since I'm sec 1 till now. True, I never had the intention to let you go and only God knows how much I love you. Having threaten by your ex-lover, I think to make things better, go ahead and patch up with her ;D She deserves you but you deserves me you know! Lol! Anyway, I'll miss you calling me Black *itch and stuff la ass hole. Seriously, sedih bulu ah! I feel like crying seh. && you know I don't fight for a dick and I respect her since she's older. Heran tk heran ah! Lol! Go far away and never come back Muhammad Daniel Bin Johari. 23 years old man, im gonna miss you la =(

Well, at least I know there's someone who loves you as much as I do. Do take good care of yourself and if u're getting married, invite me to your wedding ait? :D

Thursday; the sway-est day ever day I should say. Well, I guess, God didn't answer my prayer. Was hoping to postpone my power point slide presentation on Monday, but Mrs Lim insist on doing it tt day. Surprisingly, among all 33 students in my class, I'm the first to present. I was like, "kanasai! why me? why i'm the first seh??!" Well. everything goes fine though I screwed up a little. Who cares anyway, ahah! There's role play to go nxt wk!

Episode 105

2009-05-02T10:25:00.008+08:00

CLOSE FRIENDS ;D Rahmat laaaaa!

Yesterday went to Lot 1 w Syirah (Cousin) and Rahmat. Sharifah && Farah! You miss the fun laaaa! && guess what? As always, my plan cocks up. Haha! The three of us watch “jangan tegur” at GV Lot 1. You people should watch it okay okay okay? Syirah was like, “eh kau pegang ni nachos! Ade je aku pegang nnt melayang siak.” && she screams every scene like a madwoman, lol! Seriously, I had a lot of fun in that short period of time.

Later, Syirah and I went to separate ways. She needs to find present for Zaki or whoever her friends is. Lepak for a while w him then went to his house to take our helmets. && this Rahmat is very irritating! “eh u, tadi my mum tanye da mkn da minom eh? Laen kali ckp, sumer da, kahwin je blom” lol, cheeky old men!

Rahmat’s sis- So pretty.

Me- *smile* I knw. Hahah!

Rahmat’s sis- Eh2, ckp la thank u ke pe. Ni ckp I knw plak. Haa!

&& all of us laugh. Took the same lift with her cause she’s going down to meet her fiancé. Reach home safely and watch Congkak. Two scary movie in 1 day, and guess what’s the outcome? 2nd sis, myself and small bro sleep with mum and dad in one room. Haha!