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Day 2- My Crush

Rule #1 Never tell a guy that you like them because then they will immediately stop liking you, so don't do it! Hahahahahah! Funny words, lols.

The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them. Oh well! How come I have enough time to go out and make other guys fall in love w me, but I don't have enough time to pay attention to the guy who already is? Pfft! Overall, this is what we called crush. Really, when you love something, set it free, if it comes back, it was meant to be. If it continues to fly, let it soar, have faith that God has something better in store. Ya'knw? I think it's weird when I love you, I think it's weird when I want you, when you don't even know I'm there!

There are so many thing I want to tell you. Like: You got the sexiest eyes, you got the most lovable smile, you got a very very annoying and irritating laughter and damn it's cute! Sometimes, I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up w the one they're supposed to have.

Have I really thought about it? I've got this guy, head over heels in love w me. He'd do anything for me, he'd die for me. But for some reason, I don't want to see that. I know it's there, and I know that I feel the same way. But I refuse to let it be. Maybe I'm scared of the thought that this guy whom I've known forever, I've seen him happy and sad. Maybe this guys is perfect for me. And that really scares the hell outta me, argh! I don't know which is worse, loving someone knowing it's going to cause you pain or being pain because you can't love someone.

CRUSH?

DO I REALLY LOVE HIM?

OR AM I ADDICTED TO THE PAIN OF WANT SOMETHING I CAN'T HAVE?