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Laughter is the 1 true thing everyone will always need. & it doesn’t mean I smile & laugh, I’m happy & in bliss. Indeed, my happiness within my own life have lead me to find unhappiness in forbidden places. Why must I always strive to be loved by another if I really need to just love myself? Right? I’m mean to be malicious & vindictive, & so? Just let it be. Nothing is fair & equitable in this world. I’ve indulge into the planet of sorrow.

Anyway, school’s about to close in 3 weeks time and examination is just around the corner. Mixture of pleased and petrified still inside me. God, let me have the “the believe in myself” sentiment and selfconfidence. What I need now, is study, study and study. After that, I’m dying to go to Higher Nitec, proving to others that I can also succeed in life. Starting from the bottom isn’t a bad idea either. And I’m looking forward to meet my dearest IOF next year. Let’s work together and achieve the same results (: